Recommitment

Hey everyone,

I haven't been on in a while, about a week and a half. Sorry about that. I've been so busy with school and with extra things on my plate that I really haven't had the time to focus and put my energy into anything else not school related. As bad as it may sound, school comes first when it's up against anything else, besides God.

SO. I've been thinking a lot, and I haven't had many ideas to blog, probably because I've never really put much thought to it in the past little while. But I thought about this one today, and I'd also decided I was going to blog this morning, so it works out.

Recommitment. I'm recommiting my life to God today. It's not that I ever 'fell out' of a relationship with God, it's more of a 'need to remind myself again of what I'm living for' deal. I've gotten off track with where I'm going and I've decided I need to recommit again. Do any of you need to do that, do you think? I've gotten really irritable, cranky and kind of unpleasant in the past week, and I'm realizing now that I needed to take a step back. I've been emotionally drained, and I think that's because I've been focusing on earthly things, not heaven bound things.

Can any of you relate? Maybe you're not going through it now, but maybe you have or maybe you will. Today's more of a confession day for me, and I hope that's okay with you guys. Hopefully it lets you know that 1, you're not alone. 2, I'm not this perfect girl sitting at her computer who writes about how amazingly fantastic her life is and 3, I'm human, I make/will make mistakes, especially when it comes to God. If any of you are feeling like me, I encourage you to take the time to look and where you're headed. If you feel like crap right now, chances are it may get worse or it may get better. I know if I stay on the path I'm on right now, it'll probably get worse. So I'm recommiting to God, knowing, having FULL FAITH in the fact that He will make things good again.

Happy Thursday.